Monday, December 21, 2009

Cant Take My Eyes Off Of You By Lady Antebellum

I know that the bridges that I've burned along the way


Have left me with these walls and these scars that won't go away

And opening up has always been the hardest thing

Until you came



So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go

This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known

And I just can't take my eyes off you

And I just can't take my eyes off you



I love when you tell me that I'm pretty when I just wake up

And I love how you tease me when I'm moody, but it's never too much.

I'm falling fast, but the truth is I'm not scared at all

You climbed my wall



So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go

This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known

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And I just can't take my eyes off you

And I just can't take my eyes off you, off you, off you



So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go

Oh, this feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known

And I just can't take my eyes off you

And I just can't take my eyes off you

stop it

stop looking at me
b/c rite now i dnt care
ur the one tht wanted this
u asked to b left alone
and u moved on to something "better"
and now i have moved on
dont look at me with those "sad" eyes
it doesnt work nemore with me
i want something new
and your just part of my past
everything has changed
so u just have to get used to it
sure i look at you
but not the way i used to
i c it in ur eyes u miss me
and ill admit i miss u to
but im not coming back
ive learned my lesson
ive been broken enough
u hurt me enough
and now im over it
u used to say forever but ive learned forever doesnt exist
my dreams have been shattered
and now i feel new
letting go of u
was easier than holding on to something
tht was never rele truly there
so baby im movin on we had fun
but now its over
i still love u
idk y tho
its just something inside me
just part of letting go

BoReD

im rele bored here in study hall b/c well theres nothing to do and im studying for american history im not rele worried about this final it will prolly b rele easy im excited for new years lol when the party is cuz someone gets to come!!! yay lol and if a certain someone shows up hes dead. . .so just a fair warning hunny if u read this. . . my bro got home last nite around midnight and woke me up by tlking im rele tired but w/e ill get over it. . . .and x-mas is going to rock i already got a bunch of presents saturday and im wearing some of them rite now lol well ima go peace out readers love you

Friday, December 18, 2009

JeRkZz. . . AnD hApPiNeSs

i wish kyle would stop being such a jerk
and well im just happy today!!! lol except for the kyle part

Thursday, December 17, 2009

*Rawrr* again lol

i think brooklyn marie needs to get a blog to!!! love u!!! <3

BtW

i am super hyperrr today!!!

*RAWRR*

lol kerri loves it when i say rawrr in tht rele cute way so im posting rawrr!!! lol haha im happy just overall happy today b/c things r finally getting good. i love my life now and my friends and some new ppl r in my life now and its all good. i love to smile now no more tears for me no more sad face just happy happy happy!!! :) like i should be happy i deserve to b happy and its all b/c of u ppl who love mehh and i love u all back !!! <3 <3 love yasss

i love hello kitty!!!! <3 lol


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

comments

i rele want ppl to comment my posts!!! plzzz

arggg

lol im happy cuz a certain someone is NOT  here!!! tahh haahaa yay lol. .. and well someone wants to drive mehh home tomorro nite so he can meet my mommy lol and idk if i want to lol and then he wants to go out fri nite?!!!! lol helpzzz lol idk if i lyk him or not but im not gonna b mean and b lyk i dnt like u wen i rele just dnt kno him tht well lol. . . i kinda lyk him lol but idk yet im not sure if im emotionally stable to handle another relationship already but i feel i am so im gonna give this guy a try cuz in all fairness u got balls to tell mehh u like me u deserve a chance. . . lol !!!! soooo






soo wish mehh luck :)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

rEaLiZaTIoN . . .

ive realized he wasnt worth the time or heart break he was a waste of time and now ive moved on life is better without him standing in my way and telling me what to do its not worth it!!! i hope he has fun and lol w/e idc bout him nemore he can go shove it where the sun dontt shine!!! lol . . . idk ive been asked out && all kinds of stuff so w/e im so happy now and i smile and laugh constantly no more sad faces fo me nemore  .. . . im happy lyk i deserve to be . . . .   :) smile!!

Monday, December 14, 2009

i rele want scene hair














teehee ;0

i had so much fun this weekend u dont even know!!!

Friday, December 11, 2009

this is what i said

okay sounds lyk a deal to me justin i didnt want ot marry u neway bye forever i dnt love u nemore and ur promises are fake so i hope the nxt girl enjoys ur tearzz cuz im done with u i nvr want ne thing to do with u evr again buh bye now                    victoria laray




his gf said


 look bitch i dont know the situation but this needs to fuckin stop. . .... hes moven on to something better, if there r more issues just come to me


i said
byeeeeeeee bitchezzzzz later i dnt feel lyk fightin mite ruin my pretty face buh bye


i also said


yeah im sure u can take me on he still loves me so fuckin beat tht and i dnt want to waste my time on u your not worth it


he told me


LEAVE ME THE FUCK LONE FOR EVER


ohhhkayy baby doesnt bother me a bit

Beautiful by Eminem

Im just so fucking depressed


I just cant seem to get out this slump

If i could just get over this hump

But i need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises took my lumps

Fell down and i got right back up

But i need that spark to get psyched back up

And in order for me to pick the mic back up

I dont know how or why or when

I ended up this position im in

Im started to feel dissin again

So i decided just to pick this pen

Up and try to make an attempt to vent

But i just cant admit

Or come to grips the fact that i may be done with rap

I need a new outlet

And i know some shits so hard to swallow

But i cant just sit back and wallow

In my own sorrow but i know one fact

Ill be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow

Ill be one tough act to follow

Here today gone tomorrow but you'd have to walk a thousand miles



Chorus



In my shoes, just to see

What its like, to be me

Ill be you, lets trade shoes

Just to see what id be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside eachothers minds

Just to see what we'd find

Look at shit through eachothers eyes

Don't let them say you aint beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you


Dont matter saying you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to you



(Eminem)

I think im starting to lose my sense of humor

Everythings so tense and gloom

I almost fee like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in

Its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any contact

Cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that

im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you

Blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I dont need no fucking man servant tryin ta follow me around and try to wipe my ass

Laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like Hahhhhh

"Marshall your so funny man you should be a comedian god damn"

Unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why dont you all sit downn

Listen to the tale that im about to tell

Hell we dont gotta trade our shoes

And you dont gotta walk no thousand miles



Chorus



In my shoes, just to see


What its like, to be me


Ill be you, lets trade shoes


Just to see what id be like


To feel your pain, you feel mine


Go inside eachothers minds


Just to see what we'd find


Look at shit through eachothers eyes


Don't let them say you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to you


Dont matter saying you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to youuuuu



(Eminem)

Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt

We gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em dont expect no help

Now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my ass and pissed and moaned

Or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own

I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags

And sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did

I just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went

I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid

And edna always told me keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that

Meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue trynwa twalk like dwis

Then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old

I learned my lesson then cuz i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more

But i already told you my whole life story

Not just based on my description

Cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different

I guess we would have to walk a mile in eachothers shoes at least

What size you wear? i wear tens

Lets see if you can fit your feet



Chorus



In my shoes, just to see


What its like, to be me


Ill be you, lets trade shoes


Just to see what itd be like


To feel your pain, you feel mine


Go inside eachothers minds


Just to see what we'd find


Look at shit through eachothers eyes


It dont matter saying you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to you


Don't let them say you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So

It dont matter saying you aint beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So



(Music outro)



Eminem



Yeah

To my babies

Stay strong

Daddy will be home soon

And to the rest of the world

God gave you shoes to fit you

So put em on and wear them

Be yourself man

Be proud of who you are

And even if it sounds corny

Dont ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Don't Go Away by Buckcherry

In my darkest state of mind
I am riddled with despair
When I try and close my eyes
Your voice is all I hear
I will think of you tonight
I will hold back all my tears
I've waited all these years

Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain don't go away

I see your shadow all the time
I see your face inside my mirror
Like a sunset in the sky
You distract me from my fears
I keep holding it inside
And I wish that you were near
It’s better when You're here

Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain don't go away

All the things you said
And all the games we played
Will come back to you
See the look in your eyes
Ooooh, don't’ go away


Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain why I feel this way
It's hard to say
I want to make you see
What you mean to me
Don’t go away

Then by Brad Paisley

I remember, trying not to stare the night that I first met you
You had me mezmorized
And three weeks later, in the front porch light
taking forty-five minutes to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
but I thought I loved you then

Chorus

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

And i remember, taking you back to right where I first met you,
You were so surprised
There were people around, but I didn't care
Got down on one knee right there once again,
I thought I loved you then

Chorus

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

I could just see you, with a baby on the way
And I could just see you, when your hair is turning gray
What I can't see is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
We'll look back someday, at this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then
And I thought I loved you then

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

im over it and he should b to
he wanted to move on so im lettin him
and im movin on too so w/e
life was like the super shot for me all it was doing was shooting down
now i feel better more motivated to live life like i should
i could care less anymore what he thinks or what he says
im going to do what i need to and thats move on


this is what i said

yeah well i guess this is goodbye until im 18. if we even c each other then. im going to stop writing, texting, and calling you. b/c its time for me to move on. ive accepted you this whole time thru everything. i would say we could b friends but i prolly couldn't do it. youve thrown me down so many times after we broke up and this morning you hit the spot. ive realized ive been hurting myself this whole time. so im done with it. if u keep ur arms open for me lyk u said ill prolly come back. but if you close them ill stay away. i still love you and i kno u love me. but im movin on for now so bye
                                            -victoria

i did it i knew i could the whole time but i didnt want to letting go of something is much easier than holding on to something that isnt there

Chokechain by 3OH!3

I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block

I got yo' dogs on a collar, balla
So how you like that?
Chokechain for their necks, and I don't think they bite back
Woof woof - How they howl
Give some chow, they bout to growl
Little dogs will kill you dude, as soon as you let 'em out

Purebred (Purebred)
Got 'em with the nice coat
Your head (Your head)
When I get them at the right throat
Dig deep(dig deep)
Shock collars on their necks
You fuck with 3OH!3, and motherfuckas know they next

Now get yo' drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
Getcha getcha drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)

I got a chokechain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - chockchain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - Chokechain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar ( sh-sh-shock collar)
I got a choke chain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar (sh-sh-shock collar)

I got my woof from a white teen - He won't bite me
Fuckin with me, and you'll get bitten most likely
Howlin' at the moon - growling at the lightning
ugh - this thing is mad frightening
We got the drum hits, tell your kid to get a bit a etiquette
Before he splits his seed to try to spit a bit of rhetoric
You gotta sa-say, g-g-go put it away
Yeah we be runnin' the game, now it's all one in the same

Now get yo' drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
Getcha getcha drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)

I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block

I got a chokechain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - chockchain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - Chokechain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar ( sh-sh-shock collar)
I got a choke chain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar (sh-sh-shock collar)

Monday, December 7, 2009

fEeLiNgS

i hate how i feel i feel horrible and sad and unwanted yes i hate my life currently how can he look at her and not once think about me?? i hurt so deep down inside my fire is fading i have no cause. i want to feel good again healthy wanted loved in the right way. im tired of being led on by something that isnt even truly there i want everything to b how it used to be i want to b me and i want him back and to be him again is it so much to ask for something so tiny as love or is it something else i miss him so much and he says he misses me but he doesnt show it hes acting lyk nothing  else matters in life and like im always going to be waiting for him and i said i would be but i may be changing my mind i cnt go thru this pain anymore ppl say i kno wat ur going thru when rele they dnt all pain and suffering is different and kinda similar but its all different i would like to see you fall in love with someone after 3 weeks and then give them everything you have tell them everything about you that no one else knos because you trust them with all of that then months later be forced to break up with them still in love then have to go somewhere 5 days a week and see them hear them and yet not b able to do anything about it go thru it and maybe some day youll feel like me broken and torn and hurt scarred with memories and promises of forever and watch your dreams fade away and maybe youll feel  a little like me go thru wat i have i may b complaining but youll get over it im not a pathetic sob story im just a broken 16 year old girl with the rest of my life ahead of me and all i can think about is the past ive been told to move on but i cnt seem to im stubborn and im in love and tht love doesnt fade it stays there in my heart where it should b

Friday, December 4, 2009

tears are falling

i keep crying most of u kno y
i have my reasons
and the tears are just streaming
the pain i feel inside is unbearable
its not something i can explain
only feel and i dnt like it
i wish i could go back in time and
change things but dnt we all
i dnt kno wat else to do sometimes i
just want to give up and leave this world
but im not going to its not worth my life
even tho life may suck rite now
ill make it thru and i have my
friends to thank for tht
theyre always there and i love them
thanks guys

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

me cory and jade in wal mart cory has a sword and jade has a lite saber!!!


ugh

idk wat i feel lyk today now i dnt feel so good
and tht chick is breaking the dress code
and this mornin i felt fine and now i feel like crap
just thought you should know tht and and and
i cnt wait to hang out w/ Sami i miss her tons
and and idk wat else to tlk bout homecoming
is this weekend and i dnt get to go b/c hes gonna
b there and its a totally dumb reason not for me to
go

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Echo by Trapt

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)


I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The out moment I trace around the one that I call mine
Time to count more space
And beware that your drew the line
I don't need you solve this case
And I don't need to look behind


Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, By my side
I'll run away with you, By my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)


Do I except you change, the past I hold inside?
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you cant erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find


Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?(Asking why)
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside


So I,
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

mAd

i think kyle is mad at me :(

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i dont kno wat to post about !!!!!!!! so well idk just read this and be amused !!!!

book

im sittin in SH working on my latest book escaping new york its really fun to work on and i have a ton of ideas for it anyways idk wat else to blog about not much going on. just a rele boring life