Monday, December 21, 2009

Cant Take My Eyes Off Of You By Lady Antebellum

I know that the bridges that I've burned along the way


Have left me with these walls and these scars that won't go away

And opening up has always been the hardest thing

Until you came



So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go

This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known

And I just can't take my eyes off you

And I just can't take my eyes off you



I love when you tell me that I'm pretty when I just wake up

And I love how you tease me when I'm moody, but it's never too much.

I'm falling fast, but the truth is I'm not scared at all

You climbed my wall



So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go

This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known

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And I just can't take my eyes off you

And I just can't take my eyes off you, off you, off you



So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go

Oh, this feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known

And I just can't take my eyes off you

And I just can't take my eyes off you

stop it

stop looking at me
b/c rite now i dnt care
ur the one tht wanted this
u asked to b left alone
and u moved on to something "better"
and now i have moved on
dont look at me with those "sad" eyes
it doesnt work nemore with me
i want something new
and your just part of my past
everything has changed
so u just have to get used to it
sure i look at you
but not the way i used to
i c it in ur eyes u miss me
and ill admit i miss u to
but im not coming back
ive learned my lesson
ive been broken enough
u hurt me enough
and now im over it
u used to say forever but ive learned forever doesnt exist
my dreams have been shattered
and now i feel new
letting go of u
was easier than holding on to something
tht was never rele truly there
so baby im movin on we had fun
but now its over
i still love u
idk y tho
its just something inside me
just part of letting go

BoReD

im rele bored here in study hall b/c well theres nothing to do and im studying for american history im not rele worried about this final it will prolly b rele easy im excited for new years lol when the party is cuz someone gets to come!!! yay lol and if a certain someone shows up hes dead. . .so just a fair warning hunny if u read this. . . my bro got home last nite around midnight and woke me up by tlking im rele tired but w/e ill get over it. . . .and x-mas is going to rock i already got a bunch of presents saturday and im wearing some of them rite now lol well ima go peace out readers love you

Friday, December 18, 2009

JeRkZz. . . AnD hApPiNeSs

i wish kyle would stop being such a jerk
and well im just happy today!!! lol except for the kyle part

Thursday, December 17, 2009

*Rawrr* again lol

i think brooklyn marie needs to get a blog to!!! love u!!! <3

BtW

i am super hyperrr today!!!

*RAWRR*

lol kerri loves it when i say rawrr in tht rele cute way so im posting rawrr!!! lol haha im happy just overall happy today b/c things r finally getting good. i love my life now and my friends and some new ppl r in my life now and its all good. i love to smile now no more tears for me no more sad face just happy happy happy!!! :) like i should be happy i deserve to b happy and its all b/c of u ppl who love mehh and i love u all back !!! <3 <3 love yasss

i love hello kitty!!!! <3 lol


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

comments

i rele want ppl to comment my posts!!! plzzz

arggg

lol im happy cuz a certain someone is NOT  here!!! tahh haahaa yay lol. .. and well someone wants to drive mehh home tomorro nite so he can meet my mommy lol and idk if i want to lol and then he wants to go out fri nite?!!!! lol helpzzz lol idk if i lyk him or not but im not gonna b mean and b lyk i dnt like u wen i rele just dnt kno him tht well lol. . . i kinda lyk him lol but idk yet im not sure if im emotionally stable to handle another relationship already but i feel i am so im gonna give this guy a try cuz in all fairness u got balls to tell mehh u like me u deserve a chance. . . lol !!!! soooo






soo wish mehh luck :)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

rEaLiZaTIoN . . .

ive realized he wasnt worth the time or heart break he was a waste of time and now ive moved on life is better without him standing in my way and telling me what to do its not worth it!!! i hope he has fun and lol w/e idc bout him nemore he can go shove it where the sun dontt shine!!! lol . . . idk ive been asked out && all kinds of stuff so w/e im so happy now and i smile and laugh constantly no more sad faces fo me nemore  .. . . im happy lyk i deserve to be . . . .   :) smile!!

Monday, December 14, 2009

i rele want scene hair














teehee ;0

i had so much fun this weekend u dont even know!!!

Friday, December 11, 2009

this is what i said

okay sounds lyk a deal to me justin i didnt want ot marry u neway bye forever i dnt love u nemore and ur promises are fake so i hope the nxt girl enjoys ur tearzz cuz im done with u i nvr want ne thing to do with u evr again buh bye now                    victoria laray




his gf said


 look bitch i dont know the situation but this needs to fuckin stop. . .... hes moven on to something better, if there r more issues just come to me


i said
byeeeeeeee bitchezzzzz later i dnt feel lyk fightin mite ruin my pretty face buh bye


i also said


yeah im sure u can take me on he still loves me so fuckin beat tht and i dnt want to waste my time on u your not worth it


he told me


LEAVE ME THE FUCK LONE FOR EVER


ohhhkayy baby doesnt bother me a bit

Beautiful by Eminem

Im just so fucking depressed


I just cant seem to get out this slump

If i could just get over this hump

But i need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises took my lumps

Fell down and i got right back up

But i need that spark to get psyched back up

And in order for me to pick the mic back up

I dont know how or why or when

I ended up this position im in

Im started to feel dissin again

So i decided just to pick this pen

Up and try to make an attempt to vent

But i just cant admit

Or come to grips the fact that i may be done with rap

I need a new outlet

And i know some shits so hard to swallow

But i cant just sit back and wallow

In my own sorrow but i know one fact

Ill be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow

Ill be one tough act to follow

Here today gone tomorrow but you'd have to walk a thousand miles



Chorus



In my shoes, just to see

What its like, to be me

Ill be you, lets trade shoes

Just to see what id be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside eachothers minds

Just to see what we'd find

Look at shit through eachothers eyes

Don't let them say you aint beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you


Dont matter saying you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to you



(Eminem)

I think im starting to lose my sense of humor

Everythings so tense and gloom

I almost fee like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in

Its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any contact

Cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that

im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you

Blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I dont need no fucking man servant tryin ta follow me around and try to wipe my ass

Laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like Hahhhhh

"Marshall your so funny man you should be a comedian god damn"

Unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why dont you all sit downn

Listen to the tale that im about to tell

Hell we dont gotta trade our shoes

And you dont gotta walk no thousand miles



Chorus



In my shoes, just to see


What its like, to be me


Ill be you, lets trade shoes


Just to see what id be like


To feel your pain, you feel mine


Go inside eachothers minds


Just to see what we'd find


Look at shit through eachothers eyes


Don't let them say you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to you


Dont matter saying you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to youuuuu



(Eminem)

Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt

We gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em dont expect no help

Now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my ass and pissed and moaned

Or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own

I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags

And sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did

I just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went

I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid

And edna always told me keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that

Meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue trynwa twalk like dwis

Then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old

I learned my lesson then cuz i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more

But i already told you my whole life story

Not just based on my description

Cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different

I guess we would have to walk a mile in eachothers shoes at least

What size you wear? i wear tens

Lets see if you can fit your feet



Chorus



In my shoes, just to see


What its like, to be me


Ill be you, lets trade shoes


Just to see what itd be like


To feel your pain, you feel mine


Go inside eachothers minds


Just to see what we'd find


Look at shit through eachothers eyes


It dont matter saying you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to you


Don't let them say you aint beautiful


They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So

It dont matter saying you aint beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So



(Music outro)



Eminem



Yeah

To my babies

Stay strong

Daddy will be home soon

And to the rest of the world

God gave you shoes to fit you

So put em on and wear them

Be yourself man

Be proud of who you are

And even if it sounds corny

Dont ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Don't Go Away by Buckcherry

In my darkest state of mind
I am riddled with despair
When I try and close my eyes
Your voice is all I hear
I will think of you tonight
I will hold back all my tears
I've waited all these years

Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain don't go away

I see your shadow all the time
I see your face inside my mirror
Like a sunset in the sky
You distract me from my fears
I keep holding it inside
And I wish that you were near
It’s better when You're here

Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain don't go away

All the things you said
And all the games we played
Will come back to you
See the look in your eyes
Ooooh, don't’ go away


Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain why I feel this way
It's hard to say
I want to make you see
What you mean to me
Don’t go away

Then by Brad Paisley

I remember, trying not to stare the night that I first met you
You had me mezmorized
And three weeks later, in the front porch light
taking forty-five minutes to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
but I thought I loved you then

Chorus

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

And i remember, taking you back to right where I first met you,
You were so surprised
There were people around, but I didn't care
Got down on one knee right there once again,
I thought I loved you then

Chorus

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

I could just see you, with a baby on the way
And I could just see you, when your hair is turning gray
What I can't see is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
We'll look back someday, at this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then
And I thought I loved you then

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

im over it and he should b to
he wanted to move on so im lettin him
and im movin on too so w/e
life was like the super shot for me all it was doing was shooting down
now i feel better more motivated to live life like i should
i could care less anymore what he thinks or what he says
im going to do what i need to and thats move on


this is what i said

yeah well i guess this is goodbye until im 18. if we even c each other then. im going to stop writing, texting, and calling you. b/c its time for me to move on. ive accepted you this whole time thru everything. i would say we could b friends but i prolly couldn't do it. youve thrown me down so many times after we broke up and this morning you hit the spot. ive realized ive been hurting myself this whole time. so im done with it. if u keep ur arms open for me lyk u said ill prolly come back. but if you close them ill stay away. i still love you and i kno u love me. but im movin on for now so bye
                                            -victoria

i did it i knew i could the whole time but i didnt want to letting go of something is much easier than holding on to something that isnt there

Chokechain by 3OH!3

I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block

I got yo' dogs on a collar, balla
So how you like that?
Chokechain for their necks, and I don't think they bite back
Woof woof - How they howl
Give some chow, they bout to growl
Little dogs will kill you dude, as soon as you let 'em out

Purebred (Purebred)
Got 'em with the nice coat
Your head (Your head)
When I get them at the right throat
Dig deep(dig deep)
Shock collars on their necks
You fuck with 3OH!3, and motherfuckas know they next

Now get yo' drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
Getcha getcha drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)

I got a chokechain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - chockchain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - Chokechain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar ( sh-sh-shock collar)
I got a choke chain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar (sh-sh-shock collar)

I got my woof from a white teen - He won't bite me
Fuckin with me, and you'll get bitten most likely
Howlin' at the moon - growling at the lightning
ugh - this thing is mad frightening
We got the drum hits, tell your kid to get a bit a etiquette
Before he splits his seed to try to spit a bit of rhetoric
You gotta sa-say, g-g-go put it away
Yeah we be runnin' the game, now it's all one in the same

Now get yo' drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
Getcha getcha drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)

I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block

I got a chokechain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - chockchain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - Chokechain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar ( sh-sh-shock collar)
I got a choke chain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar (sh-sh-shock collar)

Monday, December 7, 2009

fEeLiNgS

i hate how i feel i feel horrible and sad and unwanted yes i hate my life currently how can he look at her and not once think about me?? i hurt so deep down inside my fire is fading i have no cause. i want to feel good again healthy wanted loved in the right way. im tired of being led on by something that isnt even truly there i want everything to b how it used to be i want to b me and i want him back and to be him again is it so much to ask for something so tiny as love or is it something else i miss him so much and he says he misses me but he doesnt show it hes acting lyk nothing  else matters in life and like im always going to be waiting for him and i said i would be but i may be changing my mind i cnt go thru this pain anymore ppl say i kno wat ur going thru when rele they dnt all pain and suffering is different and kinda similar but its all different i would like to see you fall in love with someone after 3 weeks and then give them everything you have tell them everything about you that no one else knos because you trust them with all of that then months later be forced to break up with them still in love then have to go somewhere 5 days a week and see them hear them and yet not b able to do anything about it go thru it and maybe some day youll feel like me broken and torn and hurt scarred with memories and promises of forever and watch your dreams fade away and maybe youll feel  a little like me go thru wat i have i may b complaining but youll get over it im not a pathetic sob story im just a broken 16 year old girl with the rest of my life ahead of me and all i can think about is the past ive been told to move on but i cnt seem to im stubborn and im in love and tht love doesnt fade it stays there in my heart where it should b

Friday, December 4, 2009

tears are falling

i keep crying most of u kno y
i have my reasons
and the tears are just streaming
the pain i feel inside is unbearable
its not something i can explain
only feel and i dnt like it
i wish i could go back in time and
change things but dnt we all
i dnt kno wat else to do sometimes i
just want to give up and leave this world
but im not going to its not worth my life
even tho life may suck rite now
ill make it thru and i have my
friends to thank for tht
theyre always there and i love them
thanks guys

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

me cory and jade in wal mart cory has a sword and jade has a lite saber!!!


ugh

idk wat i feel lyk today now i dnt feel so good
and tht chick is breaking the dress code
and this mornin i felt fine and now i feel like crap
just thought you should know tht and and and
i cnt wait to hang out w/ Sami i miss her tons
and and idk wat else to tlk bout homecoming
is this weekend and i dnt get to go b/c hes gonna
b there and its a totally dumb reason not for me to
go

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Echo by Trapt

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)


I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The out moment I trace around the one that I call mine
Time to count more space
And beware that your drew the line
I don't need you solve this case
And I don't need to look behind


Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, By my side
I'll run away with you, By my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)


Do I except you change, the past I hold inside?
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you cant erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find


Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?(Asking why)
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside


So I,
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

mAd

i think kyle is mad at me :(

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i dont kno wat to post about !!!!!!!! so well idk just read this and be amused !!!!

book

im sittin in SH working on my latest book escaping new york its really fun to work on and i have a ton of ideas for it anyways idk wat else to blog about not much going on. just a rele boring life

Monday, November 30, 2009

sometimes

sometimes my best is just not good enough for him

aPoLoGy

sometimes an apology can go a long way no matter how mad you are at someone sorry sometimes just does it especially when the apology is coming out of the mouth of someone you love an apology can mean everything sometimes nothing it just all depends on the situation
im waiting for blayke to apoligize to me b/c he believes zach over me and the message he sent me actually kinda hurt me i kno wat im talking about screw wat zach says!
i want to apoligize for so many things to JRL so sorry
love ya

grrrrrrrrrr

so i mite just be able to
tell the future
i cnt think of the word for it
but its freaking me out

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

yay

ok so i am so stoked for thanksgiving!! OMG
lol any ways well i wanna say happy birthday Blayke!!! early
and im writing a book right now and its amazing i have so many ideas for it
and idk wat to blog about rite now
shout out to all my friends
lol
and to girls goin thru hard times
life is cruel dnt let it get the best of you

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Do I by Luke Bryant

baby what are we becoming
It feels just like we're always running
Rolling through the motions everyday
I can lean in to hold you, or act like I don't even know you
Seems like you could care less either way
What happened to that girl I used to know
I just want us back to the way we were before

Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I'm still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I

Remember when we didn't have nothing
But a perfect simple kind of loving
Baby those sure were the days
There was a time our love ran wild and free
Now I'm second guessing everything thing I see

Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I'm still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I

Still give you what you need
Still take your breath away
Light up the spark like I did, baby do I

Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I'm still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life

Tell me baby do I get one more try
Do I, baby do I

Monday, November 23, 2009

NEW MOON

ok new moon was the best especially getting to stare at taylor lautner lol
what a marshmellow
lol anyways the movie theatre sucked though
and those girls in front of me were about to get punched in the face seriously
and walmart rocked lol
i want one of those voice changers
and Mr.Smith is talkin like a girl right now and its halerious lol
anyways Ashley just woke up lol just thought id say tht
byyyyyeeeeeeeeeee lol

HiS wOrDs

when i was looking at u i got lost in ur eyes. and when i was staring into ur eyes it felt like time had stopped and you took my breath away.

i have never felt like this about someone in my life

you touch places in my heart that no one has been before.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Scars by Papa Roach

I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I care too much.
And my scars remind me,
that the past is real...
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.


I'm drunk and I'm feeling down,
and I just wanna be alone.
I'm pissed cause you came around,
why don't you just go home?
Cause you give me all your pain,
and I can't help you fix yourself.
Your making me insane.
All I can say is...


[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I care too much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.


I tried to help you once,
I guessed my own advice,
I saw you going down,
but you never realized,
that your drowning in the water,
so I offered you my hand,
That's just in my nature,
tonight is our last stand.


[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I care too much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.


I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can say I tried.
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.


I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can I tried!
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.


[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I can't do much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.

It's hard to tell your mind to stop lovin sumone when your heart still does...

*§omewhere There'§ §omeone Who Dream§ Of Your §mile, And Find§ In Your Pre§ence That Life I§ Worth While, §o When You Are Lonely, Remember It'§ True: §omebody, §omewhere Is Thinking Of You*

If You Luv Me... Let Me Know... If You Don't... Then Let Me Go...
i cant concentrate on my story cuz someone keeps talking
grrrrrrrr its rele annoying

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Bad Romance by Lady Gaga

Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance


Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance


I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love


I want your drama
With the touch of your hand
I want you leathe-studded kiss in the sand
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love


You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
B-B-Bad and bad


I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance


Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance




Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance


Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance


Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance


I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love


I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love


You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
B-B-Bad and bad


I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance


Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance


Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance


Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance


Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy


I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends


Said I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends


Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance


Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance


I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance


Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance


Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance


Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

OMG

shutttttttt up u dont kno how annnoying u are
:)

PuNcH

im about to punch someone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha
well now i think someones mad at me but i rele dont care

i hate this

just rele annoyed now
im yelling grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Makeup by Escape the Fate

I wish i was there,
bruised and in despair
again you're my friend.
As you're moving faster faster,
slower through your veins,
and again.


As makeup runs down on your cheeks,
you found that you are lost again.
Try to make your way back home,
found that you're alone.


Stumble, trip and fall down
over all the breaks you made,
the ones you make.
Separate the tears from now all the... we will meet,
you and me.


As makeup runs down on your cheeks,
you found that you are lost again.
Try to make your way back home,
found that you're alone.


Fall down,
searching for the perfect place for you to lose it all again.
Slow down, keep it at a steady pace as I watch you fade away.


As makeup runs down on your cheeks,
you found that you are lost again.
Try to make your way back home,
found that you're alone.

Monday, November 16, 2009

LaLa by Ashlee Simpson

You can dress me up in diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a lineman
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited


You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream


You can meet me on an aeroplane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Don't keep me waiting


You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna


You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream


(Lala lala lala lala)


I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright with you
Cause you hold my secrets tight
You do, you do


You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala


You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna


You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream


You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala


(Lala lala lala lala)


oh the memories this song drags up
and no i will never ever reenact what
i did in grade school lol
thanks erica u made this happen
and i want that mexican belt
to . . . . ha ha to graphic to tell ya

ReverseThis Curse by Escape the Fate

A withered past and a blurry future,
My hearts on an auction,
It goes out to the highest bid.


I live to fast, and I know I will lose her,
But there is an option, to die is to live in her head.


So I'll hang on, never let go.
I dug this pain into my chest.
It's dead


[Chorus:]
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth.


A deadly wish but it should've come sooner,
A corpse in a funeral that I would never attend.
There is a light on in the back of this house,
But you're not around, to die is to live in her head.


So I'll hang on, never let go.
I dug this pain into my chest.
It's dead


[Chorus:]
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.


So this goes out to the ones that fall in love,
And to the girl that filled my dark.
Last night I had the weirdest dream,
That you and I drove up the darkest strengths,
Passing through these city lights,
Closure for the kids that died.


One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first,
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.[x2]


So this goes out to the ones that fall in love.
And to the girl that filled my dark.

this is the symbol for infinity


cALLy***

is my hero lol u ppl kno wat im talking about

OMG

this weekend was absolutely amazing and sooo not amazing
i was violated so many times and i hate d and w grrr
on the other hand i am superrr happy
i got to see some friends i havent seen in forever
and i told some one something lol ;) lol well now
its exciting news and i kno my friends are like the only ones
who look at this so they know wat im talking about
lol
lol
im happy bout this
but u guys kno how this goes
im still kinda confused bout everythin
my past with the other
and it mite hurt someone when i tell them im in love with someone
but i rele like them to and
idk
and its rele fun to vent on here
and and and im never playing truth or dare
with d or w ever again
i rele want w to die hahahaha
seriously no jokeee
and B..... knos who he is
and yeah idk im rele random
kerr-berr likes my gummybears and ate all them so she owes me big time

ha ha i want this its 350 its amazinnnn


Friday, November 13, 2009

Friday the 13th

OMG its Friday the 13th
and if you dont tell at least 5 ppl tht
its friday the 13th
something. . . . . . bad will happen to you
im jk tho but admit it was funny

ohhhkayy

the last two posts i posted
i was in SH
and my exxxx walked in
and pretended i didnt even exist
grrrr and he was on shane co.com
looking up engagement rings!!!
yeah i kno he told me he was gonna get me one
but its for his stupid class
w/e tho i dnt rele care
and he thinks tht chick likes him
she doesnt i can see it in the way she acts around him
sooo w/e nobody listens to me and im usually right

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

shut up over there nobody cares about u im angry
ooopsie
I HATE THIS DONT EVEN ASK ME Y IM MAD CUZ
IM NOT GONNA TELL YOU
FFFFFFUCK
HA HA
this is the only time im using vulgar language
lol
srry
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Thursday, November 12, 2009

rele cute


i want everyone to kno august hollander is my ex wife lol (inside joke)

catchin up

i rele rele wanna hang with some ppl
its driving me crazy
i kno i post about my life
but thts y its random fun
i was wrong but thts ok im cool with everything now it doesnt bother me
im movin on too
the stress and emotions are too much for me to handle
im good now i want you to be happy
even tho it still kinda hurts inside
especially when you told me
"her first but i love you"
but its ok dont worry about me

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

your driving me absolutely insane she doesnt like you i dont care what you say
she told her best friend
your wrong
there is nothing !!!
i prevail
and win again

ha ha

ha she doesnt like you
she just wants to b friends
you never listen to me
i could of told you tht
in the beginning but
you dont listen

Afterlife by Avenged Sevenfold

Like walking into a dream
So unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems
'Cause we?ve been waiting for you

Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light
But girl, this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see
So how did this come to be, arrived too early?

And when I think of all the places
I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life
And realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain
Perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain
'Cause we've been waiting for you

Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right
(With my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time
(I?m much too young to fall)

So out of place don't wanna stay
I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand
But realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave
And carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I?d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying
'Cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God
That there's somebody listening

Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken, I?m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord, I'll try so hard but You gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I?d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

another one of me and brookes songs

Hearts Burst into Fire by Bullet for my Valentine

I'm coming home
I've been gone for far too long
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving
Have I fucked things up again?
I'm dreaming
Too much time without you spent

It hurts
Wounds so sore
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn
I've been far away
When I see your face my heart's burst into fire
Hearts burst into fire

You're not alone
I know I'm far from home
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving
Do you wait for me again?
I'm screaming
No more days without you spent

It hurts
Wounds so sore
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn
I've been far away
When I see your face my heart's burst into fire
Hearts burst into fire

My bed's so cold, so lonely
No arms, just sheets to hold me
Has this world stopped turning?
Are we forever to be apart?
Forever to be apart

It hurts
Wounds so sore
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn
I've been far away
When I see your face my heart's burst into fire
Hearts burst into fire

(I'm coming home)
I've been gone for far too long
(I'm coming home)
Do you remember me at all?

Do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving
I'm screaming
I'm dreaming
When hearts burst into fire



Me and Brookes song

random

im sitting with brooke lol and were doing absolutely nothing !!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

You Are So Beautiful by Escape The Fate

I could've found a better way
You know i never should have stayed
I could've done the things i believed were wrong
Now you're saying that its late
It doesnt matter what i say
You know you're just another one of my mistakes

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love


So now i'm feeling like a slave
I'm locked away inside this grave
And i'm hoping for a way i can be saved
You know that there will come a day
when i just have to say, you;re just another one of my mistakes


You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
Fall in love


You know i felt a strong regret
You lied about, You lied about
You lie to me, lie to me


You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Difficult, so very difficult
You are the kinda girl, that makes me fall in love, fall in love

Thursday, November 5, 2009

he says he doesn't kno who he is
and neither do i
so were going to drift apart
for now
and only time can tell the outcome
maybe it wasn't meant to be
ill give him his space
even tho it hurts


~only thru the pain~

Harder Than You Know by Escape the Fate::: ReMiX by Vicky . . . dedication to the love faded

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now I doubt if I was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause boy your driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause boy your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.

YEAH!

So I'll make the call,
And I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,

YEAH!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause boy your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
Not loving you is harder then you know
(Boy your driving me so crazy)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
Boy your driving me so crazy.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

broken

nothing hurts worse than a broken heart

Do you wish it was me by Jason Aldeen

When the sun slowly chases the moon from the sky
And touches your face as you open your eyes
What are you thinking? Do you like what you see?
Is it all that you dreamed of or do you wish it was me?

Is the life that you've chosen free from regret
Or it's what might've been just too hard to forget?
Has the glitter all faded? Do you get what you need?
Are you satisfied, baby, or do you wish it was me?

I know that you did what you thought you should do
It was safe and secure, so completely thought through
But you sacrificed passion and abandoned your dreams
Baby, was it all worth it or do you wish it was me?

'Cause each kissing closer to the first or the last
Is the fire still raging or has it burned down to ash?
Do the memories haunt you? Do they beg and they plead?
Are you satisfied, baby, or do you wish it was me?

Is the life that you've chosen free from regret
Or it's what might've been just too hard to forget?
Has the glitter all faded? Do you get what you need?
Are you satisfied, baby, or do you wish it was me?

Are you satisfied, baby, mmm, yeah
Or do you wish it was me
Do you wish it was me?

Oh, do you wish it was me?
Do you wish it was me, yeah?
Do you wish it was me, yeah?
Do you wish it was me?

words that hurt

i said yesterday i want to marry you and see you when your 18. that means i really dont want to do anything rite now. i dont wanta rite that much all the time. i am still going to talk to the cops and talk about this 17 thing but im sorry but ur driven me crazy. i need my space. your to clingy. im sorry you r scared that we are falling apart. well your driven me away from you. i love you but i cant F@@$#%$ do this right now. sorry. bye
I love you




the words that hurt the most are the ones who say they love you
then turn around and hurt you

hUrT mE

dont hurt me like you have
you kno who you are
just make up ur mind already
im sick of these games
and ur bi-polarness
lol
:0

DELETED

i deleted rebel for life cuz no one uses it and its taking up to much space
im thru with it
and im rele confused !!! grrrrrrrr
i just want the truth
and all the answers
and no more secrets
or lies
no sleepin at the partys
you blackin out over a lil UV blue
you not wanting to write cuz u dnt want to
and stabbing me in the heart
what is love
i thought it was there
whats happening to us
i just want everything to b ok
LoVe FoReVeR

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Monday, November 2, 2009

just gonna figure it all out

Friday, October 30, 2009

CoNfUsEd

im rele confused rite now and have ALOT on my mind

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

for you

this post is for bob lol i dont know wat to say but this is for bob <3

YAY

catchin up with my college buddies is lots of fun
bob
alli
kyle
and yeah this is rele random lol

I WAS RIGHT

she did it again and nobody listened to me
she has tht pattern and she did it again
breaking innocent boys hearts
not caring at all

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

truely amazing

love is real and it can happen at any age
i fell in love at the age of 15
like the taylor swift song
now im 16 and im still in love
love can happen
and it does
it
really ............. is
truely amazing
the love of my life is 18
and hes my entire world
i rele dont care if no one believes me
cuz the only oponion tht rele matters is mine
and his
so to all you young lovers out there
i kno how u feel
belive in urself
and follow your heart

<3

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cave man spotted


a cave man was spotted at okawville high school!!! look !!! responds to the name Michelle wow i am so amazed by this

life question

if love is blind. . . . then why is lengerie so popular??
THONGS
and
LACE

S.E.X by Nickelback

You know there's a dirty word
Never gonna say it first
No, it's just a thought
That never crosses my mind

Maybe in the parking lot
Better bring your friend along
Better rock together
Than just one at a time

S is for the simplety
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
'Cause that's the one you really want

Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes, yeah

I'm loving what you wanna wear
I wonder what's up under there
Wonder if I'll ever have it
Under my tongue

I'll love to try to set you free
I love you all over me
Love to hear the sound you make
The second you're done

S is for the simplety
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
'Cause that's the one you really want

Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes

Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

S is for the simplety
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
'Cause that's the one you really want

Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh, the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes, yeah

Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh, the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes

Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah