I know that the bridges that I've burned along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars that won't go away
And opening up has always been the hardest thing
Until you came
So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you
I love when you tell me that I'm pretty when I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody, but it's never too much.
I'm falling fast, but the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climbed my wall
So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
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And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you, off you, off you
So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
Oh, this feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you
Monday, December 21, 2009
stop it
stop looking at me
b/c rite now i dnt care
ur the one tht wanted this
u asked to b left alone
and u moved on to something "better"
and now i have moved on
dont look at me with those "sad" eyes
it doesnt work nemore with me
i want something new
and your just part of my past
everything has changed
so u just have to get used to it
sure i look at you
but not the way i used to
i c it in ur eyes u miss me
and ill admit i miss u to
but im not coming back
ive learned my lesson
ive been broken enough
u hurt me enough
and now im over it
u used to say forever but ive learned forever doesnt exist
my dreams have been shattered
and now i feel new
letting go of u
was easier than holding on to something
tht was never rele truly there
so baby im movin on we had fun
but now its over
i still love u
idk y tho
its just something inside me
just part of letting go
b/c rite now i dnt care
ur the one tht wanted this
u asked to b left alone
and u moved on to something "better"
and now i have moved on
dont look at me with those "sad" eyes
it doesnt work nemore with me
i want something new
and your just part of my past
everything has changed
so u just have to get used to it
sure i look at you
but not the way i used to
i c it in ur eyes u miss me
and ill admit i miss u to
but im not coming back
ive learned my lesson
ive been broken enough
u hurt me enough
and now im over it
u used to say forever but ive learned forever doesnt exist
my dreams have been shattered
and now i feel new
letting go of u
was easier than holding on to something
tht was never rele truly there
so baby im movin on we had fun
but now its over
i still love u
idk y tho
its just something inside me
just part of letting go
BoReD
im rele bored here in study hall b/c well theres nothing to do and im studying for american history im not rele worried about this final it will prolly b rele easy im excited for new years lol when the party is cuz someone gets to come!!! yay lol and if a certain someone shows up hes dead. . .so just a fair warning hunny if u read this. . . my bro got home last nite around midnight and woke me up by tlking im rele tired but w/e ill get over it. . . .and x-mas is going to rock i already got a bunch of presents saturday and im wearing some of them rite now lol well ima go peace out readers love you
Friday, December 18, 2009
JeRkZz. . . AnD hApPiNeSs
i wish kyle would stop being such a jerk
and well im just happy today!!! lol except for the kyle part
and well im just happy today!!! lol except for the kyle part
Thursday, December 17, 2009
*RAWRR*
lol kerri loves it when i say rawrr in tht rele cute way so im posting rawrr!!! lol haha im happy just overall happy today b/c things r finally getting good. i love my life now and my friends and some new ppl r in my life now and its all good. i love to smile now no more tears for me no more sad face just happy happy happy!!! :) like i should be happy i deserve to b happy and its all b/c of u ppl who love mehh and i love u all back !!! <3 <3 love yasss
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
arggg
lol im happy cuz a certain someone is NOT here!!! tahh haahaa yay lol. .. and well someone wants to drive mehh home tomorro nite so he can meet my mommy lol and idk if i want to lol and then he wants to go out fri nite?!!!! lol helpzzz lol idk if i lyk him or not but im not gonna b mean and b lyk i dnt like u wen i rele just dnt kno him tht well lol. . . i kinda lyk him lol but idk yet im not sure if im emotionally stable to handle another relationship already but i feel i am so im gonna give this guy a try cuz in all fairness u got balls to tell mehh u like me u deserve a chance. . . lol !!!! soooo
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
rEaLiZaTIoN . . .
ive realized he wasnt worth the time or heart break he was a waste of time and now ive moved on life is better without him standing in my way and telling me what to do its not worth it!!! i hope he has fun and lol w/e idc bout him nemore he can go shove it where the sun dontt shine!!! lol . . . idk ive been asked out && all kinds of stuff so w/e im so happy now and i smile and laugh constantly no more sad faces fo me nemore .. . . im happy lyk i deserve to be . . . . :) smile!!
Monday, December 14, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
this is what i said
okay sounds lyk a deal to me justin i didnt want ot marry u neway bye forever i dnt love u nemore and ur promises are fake so i hope the nxt girl enjoys ur tearzz cuz im done with u i nvr want ne thing to do with u evr again buh bye now victoria laray
his gf said
look bitch i dont know the situation but this needs to fuckin stop. . .... hes moven on to something better, if there r more issues just come to me
i said
byeeeeeeee bitchezzzzz later i dnt feel lyk fightin mite ruin my pretty face buh bye
i also said
yeah im sure u can take me on he still loves me so fuckin beat tht and i dnt want to waste my time on u your not worth it
he told me
LEAVE ME THE FUCK LONE FOR EVER
ohhhkayy baby doesnt bother me a bit
his gf said
look bitch i dont know the situation but this needs to fuckin stop. . .... hes moven on to something better, if there r more issues just come to me
i said
byeeeeeeee bitchezzzzz later i dnt feel lyk fightin mite ruin my pretty face buh bye
i also said
yeah im sure u can take me on he still loves me so fuckin beat tht and i dnt want to waste my time on u your not worth it
he told me
LEAVE ME THE FUCK LONE FOR EVER
ohhhkayy baby doesnt bother me a bit
Beautiful by Eminem
Im just so fucking depressed
I just cant seem to get out this slump
If i could just get over this hump
But i need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises took my lumps
Fell down and i got right back up
But i need that spark to get psyched back up
And in order for me to pick the mic back up
I dont know how or why or when
I ended up this position im in
Im started to feel dissin again
So i decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But i just cant admit
Or come to grips the fact that i may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
And i know some shits so hard to swallow
But i cant just sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but i know one fact
Ill be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Ill be one tough act to follow
Here today gone tomorrow but you'd have to walk a thousand miles
Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
(Eminem)
I think im starting to lose my sense of humor
Everythings so tense and gloom
I almost fee like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in
Its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any contact
Cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that
im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I dont need no fucking man servant tryin ta follow me around and try to wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like Hahhhhh
"Marshall your so funny man you should be a comedian god damn"
Unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why dont you all sit downn
Listen to the tale that im about to tell
Hell we dont gotta trade our shoes
And you dont gotta walk no thousand miles
Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to youuuuu
(Eminem)
Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em dont expect no help
Now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
And sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went
I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
And edna always told me keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that
Meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue trynwa twalk like dwis
Then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
I learned my lesson then cuz i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
But i already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile in eachothers shoes at least
What size you wear? i wear tens
Lets see if you can fit your feet
Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what itd be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So
(Music outro)
Eminem
Yeah
To my babies
Stay strong
Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world
God gave you shoes to fit you
So put em on and wear them
Be yourself man
Be proud of who you are
And even if it sounds corny
Dont ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful
I just cant seem to get out this slump
If i could just get over this hump
But i need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises took my lumps
Fell down and i got right back up
But i need that spark to get psyched back up
And in order for me to pick the mic back up
I dont know how or why or when
I ended up this position im in
Im started to feel dissin again
So i decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But i just cant admit
Or come to grips the fact that i may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
And i know some shits so hard to swallow
But i cant just sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but i know one fact
Ill be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Ill be one tough act to follow
Here today gone tomorrow but you'd have to walk a thousand miles
Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
(Eminem)
I think im starting to lose my sense of humor
Everythings so tense and gloom
I almost fee like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in
Its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any contact
Cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that
im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I dont need no fucking man servant tryin ta follow me around and try to wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like Hahhhhh
"Marshall your so funny man you should be a comedian god damn"
Unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why dont you all sit downn
Listen to the tale that im about to tell
Hell we dont gotta trade our shoes
And you dont gotta walk no thousand miles
Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to youuuuu
(Eminem)
Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em dont expect no help
Now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
And sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went
I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
And edna always told me keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that
Meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue trynwa twalk like dwis
Then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
I learned my lesson then cuz i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
But i already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile in eachothers shoes at least
What size you wear? i wear tens
Lets see if you can fit your feet
Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what itd be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So
(Music outro)
Eminem
Yeah
To my babies
Stay strong
Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world
God gave you shoes to fit you
So put em on and wear them
Be yourself man
Be proud of who you are
And even if it sounds corny
Dont ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Don't Go Away by Buckcherry
In my darkest state of mind
I am riddled with despair
When I try and close my eyes
Your voice is all I hear
I will think of you tonight
I will hold back all my tears
I've waited all these years
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain don't go away
I see your shadow all the time
I see your face inside my mirror
Like a sunset in the sky
You distract me from my fears
I keep holding it inside
And I wish that you were near
It’s better when You're here
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain don't go away
All the things you said
And all the games we played
Will come back to you
See the look in your eyes
Ooooh, don't’ go away
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain why I feel this way
It's hard to say
I want to make you see
What you mean to me
Don’t go away
I am riddled with despair
When I try and close my eyes
Your voice is all I hear
I will think of you tonight
I will hold back all my tears
I've waited all these years
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain don't go away
I see your shadow all the time
I see your face inside my mirror
Like a sunset in the sky
You distract me from my fears
I keep holding it inside
And I wish that you were near
It’s better when You're here
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain don't go away
All the things you said
And all the games we played
Will come back to you
See the look in your eyes
Ooooh, don't’ go away
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain why I feel this way
It's hard to say
I want to make you see
What you mean to me
Don’t go away
Then by Brad Paisley
I remember, trying not to stare the night that I first met you
You had me mezmorized
And three weeks later, in the front porch light
taking forty-five minutes to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
but I thought I loved you then
Chorus
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then
And i remember, taking you back to right where I first met you,
You were so surprised
There were people around, but I didn't care
Got down on one knee right there once again,
I thought I loved you then
Chorus
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then
I could just see you, with a baby on the way
And I could just see you, when your hair is turning gray
What I can't see is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
We'll look back someday, at this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then
And I thought I loved you then
You had me mezmorized
And three weeks later, in the front porch light
taking forty-five minutes to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
but I thought I loved you then
Chorus
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then
And i remember, taking you back to right where I first met you,
You were so surprised
There were people around, but I didn't care
Got down on one knee right there once again,
I thought I loved you then
Chorus
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then
I could just see you, with a baby on the way
And I could just see you, when your hair is turning gray
What I can't see is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
We'll look back someday, at this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then
And I thought I loved you then
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
im over it and he should b to
he wanted to move on so im lettin him
and im movin on too so w/e
life was like the super shot for me all it was doing was shooting down
now i feel better more motivated to live life like i should
i could care less anymore what he thinks or what he says
im going to do what i need to and thats move on
this is what i said
yeah well i guess this is goodbye until im 18. if we even c each other then. im going to stop writing, texting, and calling you. b/c its time for me to move on. ive accepted you this whole time thru everything. i would say we could b friends but i prolly couldn't do it. youve thrown me down so many times after we broke up and this morning you hit the spot. ive realized ive been hurting myself this whole time. so im done with it. if u keep ur arms open for me lyk u said ill prolly come back. but if you close them ill stay away. i still love you and i kno u love me. but im movin on for now so bye
-victoria
i did it i knew i could the whole time but i didnt want to letting go of something is much easier than holding on to something that isnt there
he wanted to move on so im lettin him
and im movin on too so w/e
life was like the super shot for me all it was doing was shooting down
now i feel better more motivated to live life like i should
i could care less anymore what he thinks or what he says
im going to do what i need to and thats move on
this is what i said
yeah well i guess this is goodbye until im 18. if we even c each other then. im going to stop writing, texting, and calling you. b/c its time for me to move on. ive accepted you this whole time thru everything. i would say we could b friends but i prolly couldn't do it. youve thrown me down so many times after we broke up and this morning you hit the spot. ive realized ive been hurting myself this whole time. so im done with it. if u keep ur arms open for me lyk u said ill prolly come back. but if you close them ill stay away. i still love you and i kno u love me. but im movin on for now so bye
-victoria
i did it i knew i could the whole time but i didnt want to letting go of something is much easier than holding on to something that isnt there
Chokechain by 3OH!3
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got yo' dogs on a collar, balla
So how you like that?
Chokechain for their necks, and I don't think they bite back
Woof woof - How they howl
Give some chow, they bout to growl
Little dogs will kill you dude, as soon as you let 'em out
Purebred (Purebred)
Got 'em with the nice coat
Your head (Your head)
When I get them at the right throat
Dig deep(dig deep)
Shock collars on their necks
You fuck with 3OH!3, and motherfuckas know they next
Now get yo' drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
Getcha getcha drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
I got a chokechain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - chockchain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - Chokechain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar ( sh-sh-shock collar)
I got a choke chain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar (sh-sh-shock collar)
I got my woof from a white teen - He won't bite me
Fuckin with me, and you'll get bitten most likely
Howlin' at the moon - growling at the lightning
ugh - this thing is mad frightening
We got the drum hits, tell your kid to get a bit a etiquette
Before he splits his seed to try to spit a bit of rhetoric
You gotta sa-say, g-g-go put it away
Yeah we be runnin' the game, now it's all one in the same
Now get yo' drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
Getcha getcha drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got a chokechain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - chockchain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - Chokechain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar ( sh-sh-shock collar)
I got a choke chain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar (sh-sh-shock collar)
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got yo' dogs on a collar, balla
So how you like that?
Chokechain for their necks, and I don't think they bite back
Woof woof - How they howl
Give some chow, they bout to growl
Little dogs will kill you dude, as soon as you let 'em out
Purebred (Purebred)
Got 'em with the nice coat
Your head (Your head)
When I get them at the right throat
Dig deep(dig deep)
Shock collars on their necks
You fuck with 3OH!3, and motherfuckas know they next
Now get yo' drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
Getcha getcha drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
I got a chokechain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - chockchain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - Chokechain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar ( sh-sh-shock collar)
I got a choke chain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar (sh-sh-shock collar)
I got my woof from a white teen - He won't bite me
Fuckin with me, and you'll get bitten most likely
Howlin' at the moon - growling at the lightning
ugh - this thing is mad frightening
We got the drum hits, tell your kid to get a bit a etiquette
Before he splits his seed to try to spit a bit of rhetoric
You gotta sa-say, g-g-go put it away
Yeah we be runnin' the game, now it's all one in the same
Now get yo' drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
Getcha getcha drum on (c'mon and getcha drum on)
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got this shit on lock
I got this shit on lock
Holla' Holla' at me if you on my block
I got a chokechain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - chockchain for my pit bull lane
I got a shock collar for my rottweiler
Got a - Chokechain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar ( sh-sh-shock collar)
I got a choke chain (ch-ch-chokechain)
I got a shock collar (sh-sh-shock collar)
Monday, December 7, 2009
fEeLiNgS
i hate how i feel i feel horrible and sad and unwanted yes i hate my life currently how can he look at her and not once think about me?? i hurt so deep down inside my fire is fading i have no cause. i want to feel good again healthy wanted loved in the right way. im tired of being led on by something that isnt even truly there i want everything to b how it used to be i want to b me and i want him back and to be him again is it so much to ask for something so tiny as love or is it something else i miss him so much and he says he misses me but he doesnt show it hes acting lyk nothing else matters in life and like im always going to be waiting for him and i said i would be but i may be changing my mind i cnt go thru this pain anymore ppl say i kno wat ur going thru when rele they dnt all pain and suffering is different and kinda similar but its all different i would like to see you fall in love with someone after 3 weeks and then give them everything you have tell them everything about you that no one else knos because you trust them with all of that then months later be forced to break up with them still in love then have to go somewhere 5 days a week and see them hear them and yet not b able to do anything about it go thru it and maybe some day youll feel like me broken and torn and hurt scarred with memories and promises of forever and watch your dreams fade away and maybe youll feel a little like me go thru wat i have i may b complaining but youll get over it im not a pathetic sob story im just a broken 16 year old girl with the rest of my life ahead of me and all i can think about is the past ive been told to move on but i cnt seem to im stubborn and im in love and tht love doesnt fade it stays there in my heart where it should b
Friday, December 4, 2009
tears are falling
i keep crying most of u kno y
i have my reasons
and the tears are just streaming
the pain i feel inside is unbearable
its not something i can explain
only feel and i dnt like it
i wish i could go back in time and
change things but dnt we all
i dnt kno wat else to do sometimes i
just want to give up and leave this world
but im not going to its not worth my life
even tho life may suck rite now
ill make it thru and i have my
friends to thank for tht
theyre always there and i love them
thanks guys
i have my reasons
and the tears are just streaming
the pain i feel inside is unbearable
its not something i can explain
only feel and i dnt like it
i wish i could go back in time and
change things but dnt we all
i dnt kno wat else to do sometimes i
just want to give up and leave this world
but im not going to its not worth my life
even tho life may suck rite now
ill make it thru and i have my
friends to thank for tht
theyre always there and i love them
thanks guys
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
ugh
idk wat i feel lyk today now i dnt feel so good
and tht chick is breaking the dress code
and this mornin i felt fine and now i feel like crap
just thought you should know tht and and and
i cnt wait to hang out w/ Sami i miss her tons
and and idk wat else to tlk bout homecoming
is this weekend and i dnt get to go b/c hes gonna
b there and its a totally dumb reason not for me to
go
and tht chick is breaking the dress code
and this mornin i felt fine and now i feel like crap
just thought you should know tht and and and
i cnt wait to hang out w/ Sami i miss her tons
and and idk wat else to tlk bout homecoming
is this weekend and i dnt get to go b/c hes gonna
b there and its a totally dumb reason not for me to
go
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Echo by Trapt
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)
I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The out moment I trace around the one that I call mine
Time to count more space
And beware that your drew the line
I don't need you solve this case
And I don't need to look behind
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, By my side
I'll run away with you, By my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)
Do I except you change, the past I hold inside?
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you cant erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?(Asking why)
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
So I,
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)
I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The out moment I trace around the one that I call mine
Time to count more space
And beware that your drew the line
I don't need you solve this case
And I don't need to look behind
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, By my side
I'll run away with you, By my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)
Do I except you change, the past I hold inside?
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you cant erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?(Asking why)
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
So I,
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i dont kno wat to post about !!!!!!!! so well idk just read this and be amused !!!!
book
im sittin in SH working on my latest book escaping new york its really fun to work on and i have a ton of ideas for it anyways idk wat else to blog about not much going on. just a rele boring life
Monday, November 30, 2009
aPoLoGy
sometimes an apology can go a long way no matter how mad you are at someone sorry sometimes just does it especially when the apology is coming out of the mouth of someone you love an apology can mean everything sometimes nothing it just all depends on the situation
im waiting for blayke to apoligize to me b/c he believes zach over me and the message he sent me actually kinda hurt me i kno wat im talking about screw wat zach says!
i want to apoligize for so many things to JRL so sorry
love ya
im waiting for blayke to apoligize to me b/c he believes zach over me and the message he sent me actually kinda hurt me i kno wat im talking about screw wat zach says!
i want to apoligize for so many things to JRL so sorry
love ya
grrrrrrrrrr
so i mite just be able to
tell the future
i cnt think of the word for it
but its freaking me out
tell the future
i cnt think of the word for it
but its freaking me out
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
yay
ok so i am so stoked for thanksgiving!! OMG
lol any ways well i wanna say happy birthday Blayke!!! early
and im writing a book right now and its amazing i have so many ideas for it
and idk wat to blog about rite now
shout out to all my friends
lol
and to girls goin thru hard times
life is cruel dnt let it get the best of you
lol any ways well i wanna say happy birthday Blayke!!! early
and im writing a book right now and its amazing i have so many ideas for it
and idk wat to blog about rite now
shout out to all my friends
lol
and to girls goin thru hard times
life is cruel dnt let it get the best of you
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Do I by Luke Bryant
baby what are we becoming
It feels just like we're always running
Rolling through the motions everyday
I can lean in to hold you, or act like I don't even know you
Seems like you could care less either way
What happened to that girl I used to know
I just want us back to the way we were before
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I'm still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I
Remember when we didn't have nothing
But a perfect simple kind of loving
Baby those sure were the days
There was a time our love ran wild and free
Now I'm second guessing everything thing I see
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I'm still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I
Still give you what you need
Still take your breath away
Light up the spark like I did, baby do I
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I'm still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Tell me baby do I get one more try
Do I, baby do I
It feels just like we're always running
Rolling through the motions everyday
I can lean in to hold you, or act like I don't even know you
Seems like you could care less either way
What happened to that girl I used to know
I just want us back to the way we were before
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I'm still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I
Remember when we didn't have nothing
But a perfect simple kind of loving
Baby those sure were the days
There was a time our love ran wild and free
Now I'm second guessing everything thing I see
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I'm still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I
Still give you what you need
Still take your breath away
Light up the spark like I did, baby do I
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I'm still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Tell me baby do I get one more try
Do I, baby do I
Monday, November 23, 2009
NEW MOON
ok new moon was the best especially getting to stare at taylor lautner lol
what a marshmellow
lol anyways the movie theatre sucked though
and those girls in front of me were about to get punched in the face seriously
and walmart rocked lol
i want one of those voice changers
and Mr.Smith is talkin like a girl right now and its halerious lol
anyways Ashley just woke up lol just thought id say tht
byyyyyeeeeeeeeeee lol
what a marshmellow
lol anyways the movie theatre sucked though
and those girls in front of me were about to get punched in the face seriously
and walmart rocked lol
i want one of those voice changers
and Mr.Smith is talkin like a girl right now and its halerious lol
anyways Ashley just woke up lol just thought id say tht
byyyyyeeeeeeeeeee lol
HiS wOrDs
when i was looking at u i got lost in ur eyes. and when i was staring into ur eyes it felt like time had stopped and you took my breath away.
i have never felt like this about someone in my life
you touch places in my heart that no one has been before.
i have never felt like this about someone in my life
you touch places in my heart that no one has been before.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Scars by Papa Roach
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I care too much.
And my scars remind me,
that the past is real...
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down,
and I just wanna be alone.
I'm pissed cause you came around,
why don't you just go home?
Cause you give me all your pain,
and I can't help you fix yourself.
Your making me insane.
All I can say is...
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I care too much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I tried to help you once,
I guessed my own advice,
I saw you going down,
but you never realized,
that your drowning in the water,
so I offered you my hand,
That's just in my nature,
tonight is our last stand.
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I care too much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can say I tried.
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.
I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can I tried!
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I can't do much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I care too much.
And my scars remind me,
that the past is real...
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down,
and I just wanna be alone.
I'm pissed cause you came around,
why don't you just go home?
Cause you give me all your pain,
and I can't help you fix yourself.
Your making me insane.
All I can say is...
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I care too much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I tried to help you once,
I guessed my own advice,
I saw you going down,
but you never realized,
that your drowning in the water,
so I offered you my hand,
That's just in my nature,
tonight is our last stand.
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I care too much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can say I tried.
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.
I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can I tried!
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I can't do much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
It's hard to tell your mind to stop lovin sumone when your heart still does...
*§omewhere There'§ §omeone Who Dream§ Of Your §mile, And Find§ In Your Pre§ence That Life I§ Worth While, §o When You Are Lonely, Remember It'§ True: §omebody, §omewhere Is Thinking Of You*
If You Luv Me... Let Me Know... If You Don't... Then Let Me Go...
*§omewhere There'§ §omeone Who Dream§ Of Your §mile, And Find§ In Your Pre§ence That Life I§ Worth While, §o When You Are Lonely, Remember It'§ True: §omebody, §omewhere Is Thinking Of You*
If You Luv Me... Let Me Know... If You Don't... Then Let Me Go...
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Bad Romance by Lady Gaga
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
I want your drama
With the touch of your hand
I want you leathe-studded kiss in the sand
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
B-B-Bad and bad
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
B-B-Bad and bad
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends
Said I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
I want your drama
With the touch of your hand
I want you leathe-studded kiss in the sand
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
B-B-Bad and bad
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
B-B-Bad and bad
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends
Said I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance
PuNcH
im about to punch someone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha
well now i think someones mad at me but i rele dont care
hahahahaha
well now i think someones mad at me but i rele dont care
Makeup by Escape the Fate
I wish i was there,
bruised and in despair
again you're my friend.
As you're moving faster faster,
slower through your veins,
and again.
As makeup runs down on your cheeks,
you found that you are lost again.
Try to make your way back home,
found that you're alone.
Stumble, trip and fall down
over all the breaks you made,
the ones you make.
Separate the tears from now all the... we will meet,
you and me.
As makeup runs down on your cheeks,
you found that you are lost again.
Try to make your way back home,
found that you're alone.
Fall down,
searching for the perfect place for you to lose it all again.
Slow down, keep it at a steady pace as I watch you fade away.
As makeup runs down on your cheeks,
you found that you are lost again.
Try to make your way back home,
found that you're alone.
bruised and in despair
again you're my friend.
As you're moving faster faster,
slower through your veins,
and again.
As makeup runs down on your cheeks,
you found that you are lost again.
Try to make your way back home,
found that you're alone.
Stumble, trip and fall down
over all the breaks you made,
the ones you make.
Separate the tears from now all the... we will meet,
you and me.
As makeup runs down on your cheeks,
you found that you are lost again.
Try to make your way back home,
found that you're alone.
Fall down,
searching for the perfect place for you to lose it all again.
Slow down, keep it at a steady pace as I watch you fade away.
As makeup runs down on your cheeks,
you found that you are lost again.
Try to make your way back home,
found that you're alone.
Monday, November 16, 2009
LaLa by Ashlee Simpson
You can dress me up in diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a lineman
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You can meet me on an aeroplane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Don't keep me waiting
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
(Lala lala lala lala)
I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright with you
Cause you hold my secrets tight
You do, you do
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
(Lala lala lala lala)
oh the memories this song drags up
and no i will never ever reenact what
i did in grade school lol
thanks erica u made this happen
and i want that mexican belt
to . . . . ha ha to graphic to tell ya
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a lineman
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You can meet me on an aeroplane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Don't keep me waiting
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
(Lala lala lala lala)
I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright with you
Cause you hold my secrets tight
You do, you do
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
(Lala lala lala lala)
oh the memories this song drags up
and no i will never ever reenact what
i did in grade school lol
thanks erica u made this happen
and i want that mexican belt
to . . . . ha ha to graphic to tell ya
ReverseThis Curse by Escape the Fate
A withered past and a blurry future,
My hearts on an auction,
It goes out to the highest bid.
I live to fast, and I know I will lose her,
But there is an option, to die is to live in her head.
So I'll hang on, never let go.
I dug this pain into my chest.
It's dead
[Chorus:]
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth.
A deadly wish but it should've come sooner,
A corpse in a funeral that I would never attend.
There is a light on in the back of this house,
But you're not around, to die is to live in her head.
So I'll hang on, never let go.
I dug this pain into my chest.
It's dead
[Chorus:]
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.
So this goes out to the ones that fall in love,
And to the girl that filled my dark.
Last night I had the weirdest dream,
That you and I drove up the darkest strengths,
Passing through these city lights,
Closure for the kids that died.
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first,
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.[x2]
So this goes out to the ones that fall in love.
And to the girl that filled my dark.
My hearts on an auction,
It goes out to the highest bid.
I live to fast, and I know I will lose her,
But there is an option, to die is to live in her head.
So I'll hang on, never let go.
I dug this pain into my chest.
It's dead
[Chorus:]
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth.
A deadly wish but it should've come sooner,
A corpse in a funeral that I would never attend.
There is a light on in the back of this house,
But you're not around, to die is to live in her head.
So I'll hang on, never let go.
I dug this pain into my chest.
It's dead
[Chorus:]
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.
So this goes out to the ones that fall in love,
And to the girl that filled my dark.
Last night I had the weirdest dream,
That you and I drove up the darkest strengths,
Passing through these city lights,
Closure for the kids that died.
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first,
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.[x2]
So this goes out to the ones that fall in love.
And to the girl that filled my dark.
OMG
this weekend was absolutely amazing and sooo not amazing
i was violated so many times and i hate d and w grrr
on the other hand i am superrr happy
i got to see some friends i havent seen in forever
and i told some one something lol ;) lol well now
its exciting news and i kno my friends are like the only ones
who look at this so they know wat im talking about
lol
lol
im happy bout this
but u guys kno how this goes
im still kinda confused bout everythin
my past with the other
and it mite hurt someone when i tell them im in love with someone
but i rele like them to and
idk
and its rele fun to vent on here
and and and im never playing truth or dare
with d or w ever again
i rele want w to die hahahaha
seriously no jokeee
and B..... knos who he is
and yeah idk im rele random
kerr-berr likes my gummybears and ate all them so she owes me big time
i was violated so many times and i hate d and w grrr
on the other hand i am superrr happy
i got to see some friends i havent seen in forever
and i told some one something lol ;) lol well now
its exciting news and i kno my friends are like the only ones
who look at this so they know wat im talking about
lol
lol
im happy bout this
but u guys kno how this goes
im still kinda confused bout everythin
my past with the other
and it mite hurt someone when i tell them im in love with someone
but i rele like them to and
idk
and its rele fun to vent on here
and and and im never playing truth or dare
with d or w ever again
i rele want w to die hahahaha
seriously no jokeee
and B..... knos who he is
and yeah idk im rele random
kerr-berr likes my gummybears and ate all them so she owes me big time
Friday, November 13, 2009
Friday the 13th
OMG its Friday the 13th
and if you dont tell at least 5 ppl tht
its friday the 13th
something. . . . . . bad will happen to you
im jk tho but admit it was funny
and if you dont tell at least 5 ppl tht
its friday the 13th
something. . . . . . bad will happen to you
im jk tho but admit it was funny
ohhhkayy
the last two posts i posted
i was in SH
and my exxxx walked in
and pretended i didnt even exist
grrrr and he was on shane co.com
looking up engagement rings!!!
yeah i kno he told me he was gonna get me one
but its for his stupid class
w/e tho i dnt rele care
and he thinks tht chick likes him
she doesnt i can see it in the way she acts around him
sooo w/e nobody listens to me and im usually right
i was in SH
and my exxxx walked in
and pretended i didnt even exist
grrrr and he was on shane co.com
looking up engagement rings!!!
yeah i kno he told me he was gonna get me one
but its for his stupid class
w/e tho i dnt rele care
and he thinks tht chick likes him
she doesnt i can see it in the way she acts around him
sooo w/e nobody listens to me and im usually right
Thursday, November 12, 2009
catchin up
i rele rele wanna hang with some ppl
its driving me crazy
i kno i post about my life
but thts y its random fun
its driving me crazy
i kno i post about my life
but thts y its random fun
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
ha ha
ha she doesnt like you
she just wants to b friends
you never listen to me
i could of told you tht
in the beginning but
you dont listen
she just wants to b friends
you never listen to me
i could of told you tht
in the beginning but
you dont listen
Afterlife by Avenged Sevenfold
Like walking into a dream
So unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems
'Cause we?ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway
I see a distant light
But girl, this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see
So how did this come to be, arrived too early?
And when I think of all the places
I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life
And realize this is going too far
I don't belong here, we gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here
A place of hope and no pain
Perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain
'Cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway
This peace on earth's not right
(With my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time
(I?m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay
I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind
Give me your hand
But realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave
And carry on my own life
I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I?d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right
Loved ones back home all crying
'Cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God
That there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken, I?m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord, I'll try so hard but You gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)
I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I?d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right
another one of me and brookes songs
So unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems
'Cause we?ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway
I see a distant light
But girl, this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see
So how did this come to be, arrived too early?
And when I think of all the places
I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life
And realize this is going too far
I don't belong here, we gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here
A place of hope and no pain
Perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain
'Cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway
This peace on earth's not right
(With my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time
(I?m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay
I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind
Give me your hand
But realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave
And carry on my own life
I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I?d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right
Loved ones back home all crying
'Cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God
That there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken, I?m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord, I'll try so hard but You gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)
I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I?d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right
another one of me and brookes songs
Hearts Burst into Fire by Bullet for my Valentine
I'm coming home
I've been gone for far too long
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving
Have I fucked things up again?
I'm dreaming
Too much time without you spent
It hurts
Wounds so sore
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn
I've been far away
When I see your face my heart's burst into fire
Hearts burst into fire
You're not alone
I know I'm far from home
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving
Do you wait for me again?
I'm screaming
No more days without you spent
It hurts
Wounds so sore
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn
I've been far away
When I see your face my heart's burst into fire
Hearts burst into fire
My bed's so cold, so lonely
No arms, just sheets to hold me
Has this world stopped turning?
Are we forever to be apart?
Forever to be apart
It hurts
Wounds so sore
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn
I've been far away
When I see your face my heart's burst into fire
Hearts burst into fire
(I'm coming home)
I've been gone for far too long
(I'm coming home)
Do you remember me at all?
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving
I'm screaming
I'm dreaming
When hearts burst into fire
Me and Brookes song
I've been gone for far too long
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving
Have I fucked things up again?
I'm dreaming
Too much time without you spent
It hurts
Wounds so sore
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn
I've been far away
When I see your face my heart's burst into fire
Hearts burst into fire
You're not alone
I know I'm far from home
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving
Do you wait for me again?
I'm screaming
No more days without you spent
It hurts
Wounds so sore
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn
I've been far away
When I see your face my heart's burst into fire
Hearts burst into fire
My bed's so cold, so lonely
No arms, just sheets to hold me
Has this world stopped turning?
Are we forever to be apart?
Forever to be apart
It hurts
Wounds so sore
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn
I've been far away
When I see your face my heart's burst into fire
Hearts burst into fire
(I'm coming home)
I've been gone for far too long
(I'm coming home)
Do you remember me at all?
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving
I'm screaming
I'm dreaming
When hearts burst into fire
Me and Brookes song
Friday, November 6, 2009
You Are So Beautiful by Escape The Fate
I could've found a better way
You know i never should have stayed
I could've done the things i believed were wrong
Now you're saying that its late
It doesnt matter what i say
You know you're just another one of my mistakes
You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
So now i'm feeling like a slave
I'm locked away inside this grave
And i'm hoping for a way i can be saved
You know that there will come a day
when i just have to say, you;re just another one of my mistakes
You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
Fall in love
You know i felt a strong regret
You lied about, You lied about
You lie to me, lie to me
You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Difficult, so very difficult
You are the kinda girl, that makes me fall in love, fall in love
You know i never should have stayed
I could've done the things i believed were wrong
Now you're saying that its late
It doesnt matter what i say
You know you're just another one of my mistakes
You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
So now i'm feeling like a slave
I'm locked away inside this grave
And i'm hoping for a way i can be saved
You know that there will come a day
when i just have to say, you;re just another one of my mistakes
You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
Fall in love
You know i felt a strong regret
You lied about, You lied about
You lie to me, lie to me
You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Difficult, so very difficult
You are the kinda girl, that makes me fall in love, fall in love
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Harder Than You Know by Escape the Fate::: ReMiX by Vicky . . . dedication to the love faded
You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now I doubt if I was your only lover.
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause boy your driving me so crazy
How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause boy your driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.
YEAH!
So I'll make the call,
And I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
YEAH!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause boy your driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
Not loving you is harder then you know
(Boy your driving me so crazy)
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
Boy your driving me so crazy.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now I doubt if I was your only lover.
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause boy your driving me so crazy
How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause boy your driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.
YEAH!
So I'll make the call,
And I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
YEAH!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause boy your driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
Not loving you is harder then you know
(Boy your driving me so crazy)
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
Boy your driving me so crazy.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Do you wish it was me by Jason Aldeen
When the sun slowly chases the moon from the sky
And touches your face as you open your eyes
What are you thinking? Do you like what you see?
Is it all that you dreamed of or do you wish it was me?
Is the life that you've chosen free from regret
Or it's what might've been just too hard to forget?
Has the glitter all faded? Do you get what you need?
Are you satisfied, baby, or do you wish it was me?
I know that you did what you thought you should do
It was safe and secure, so completely thought through
But you sacrificed passion and abandoned your dreams
Baby, was it all worth it or do you wish it was me?
'Cause each kissing closer to the first or the last
Is the fire still raging or has it burned down to ash?
Do the memories haunt you? Do they beg and they plead?
Are you satisfied, baby, or do you wish it was me?
Is the life that you've chosen free from regret
Or it's what might've been just too hard to forget?
Has the glitter all faded? Do you get what you need?
Are you satisfied, baby, or do you wish it was me?
Are you satisfied, baby, mmm, yeah
Or do you wish it was me
Do you wish it was me?
Oh, do you wish it was me?
Do you wish it was me, yeah?
Do you wish it was me, yeah?
Do you wish it was me?
And touches your face as you open your eyes
What are you thinking? Do you like what you see?
Is it all that you dreamed of or do you wish it was me?
Is the life that you've chosen free from regret
Or it's what might've been just too hard to forget?
Has the glitter all faded? Do you get what you need?
Are you satisfied, baby, or do you wish it was me?
I know that you did what you thought you should do
It was safe and secure, so completely thought through
But you sacrificed passion and abandoned your dreams
Baby, was it all worth it or do you wish it was me?
'Cause each kissing closer to the first or the last
Is the fire still raging or has it burned down to ash?
Do the memories haunt you? Do they beg and they plead?
Are you satisfied, baby, or do you wish it was me?
Is the life that you've chosen free from regret
Or it's what might've been just too hard to forget?
Has the glitter all faded? Do you get what you need?
Are you satisfied, baby, or do you wish it was me?
Are you satisfied, baby, mmm, yeah
Or do you wish it was me
Do you wish it was me?
Oh, do you wish it was me?
Do you wish it was me, yeah?
Do you wish it was me, yeah?
Do you wish it was me?
words that hurt
i said yesterday i want to marry you and see you when your 18. that means i really dont want to do anything rite now. i dont wanta rite that much all the time. i am still going to talk to the cops and talk about this 17 thing but im sorry but ur driven me crazy. i need my space. your to clingy. im sorry you r scared that we are falling apart. well your driven me away from you. i love you but i cant F@@$#%$ do this right now. sorry. bye
I love you
the words that hurt the most are the ones who say they love you
then turn around and hurt you
I love you
the words that hurt the most are the ones who say they love you
then turn around and hurt you
hUrT mE
dont hurt me like you have
you kno who you are
just make up ur mind already
im sick of these games
and ur bi-polarness
lol
:0
you kno who you are
just make up ur mind already
im sick of these games
and ur bi-polarness
lol
:0
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i deleted rebel for life cuz no one uses it and its taking up to much space
im thru with it
and im rele confused !!! grrrrrrrr
i just want the truth
and all the answers
and no more secrets
or lies
no sleepin at the partys
you blackin out over a lil UV blue
you not wanting to write cuz u dnt want to
and stabbing me in the heart
what is love
i thought it was there
whats happening to us
i just want everything to b ok
LoVe FoReVeR
im thru with it
and im rele confused !!! grrrrrrrr
i just want the truth
and all the answers
and no more secrets
or lies
no sleepin at the partys
you blackin out over a lil UV blue
you not wanting to write cuz u dnt want to
and stabbing me in the heart
what is love
i thought it was there
whats happening to us
i just want everything to b ok
LoVe FoReVeR
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I WAS RIGHT
she did it again and nobody listened to me
she has tht pattern and she did it again
breaking innocent boys hearts
not caring at all
she has tht pattern and she did it again
breaking innocent boys hearts
not caring at all
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
truely amazing
love is real and it can happen at any age
i fell in love at the age of 15
like the taylor swift song
now im 16 and im still in love
love can happen
and it does
it
really ............. is
truely amazing
the love of my life is 18
and hes my entire world
i rele dont care if no one believes me
cuz the only oponion tht rele matters is mine
and his
so to all you young lovers out there
i kno how u feel
belive in urself
and follow your heart
i fell in love at the age of 15
like the taylor swift song
now im 16 and im still in love
love can happen
and it does
it
really ............. is
truely amazing
the love of my life is 18
and hes my entire world
i rele dont care if no one believes me
cuz the only oponion tht rele matters is mine
and his
so to all you young lovers out there
i kno how u feel
belive in urself
and follow your heart
cave man spotted
S.E.X by Nickelback
You know there's a dirty word
Never gonna say it first
No, it's just a thought
That never crosses my mind
Maybe in the parking lot
Better bring your friend along
Better rock together
Than just one at a time
S is for the simplety
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
'Cause that's the one you really want
Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes, yeah
I'm loving what you wanna wear
I wonder what's up under there
Wonder if I'll ever have it
Under my tongue
I'll love to try to set you free
I love you all over me
Love to hear the sound you make
The second you're done
S is for the simplety
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
'Cause that's the one you really want
Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
S is for the simplety
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
'Cause that's the one you really want
Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh, the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes, yeah
Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh, the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah
Never gonna say it first
No, it's just a thought
That never crosses my mind
Maybe in the parking lot
Better bring your friend along
Better rock together
Than just one at a time
S is for the simplety
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
'Cause that's the one you really want
Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes, yeah
I'm loving what you wanna wear
I wonder what's up under there
Wonder if I'll ever have it
Under my tongue
I'll love to try to set you free
I love you all over me
Love to hear the sound you make
The second you're done
S is for the simplety
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
'Cause that's the one you really want
Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
S is for the simplety
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
'Cause that's the one you really want
Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh, the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes, yeah
Yes, sex is always the answer, it's never a question
'Cause the answer's yes, oh, the answer's yes
Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question
Then it's always yes
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yes)
Yeah, yeah
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