dnt blame me for something i cnt prevent

fights

ive been having quite a few fights with my mom lately
i cnt go to SIUe this weekend for the nursing open house
bcuz my dad is a fucking dick head i have no money
im sick of trying to b an adult when im only 16
last year around this time was bad enough
my mom almost dying and now here we are again
in a rut
confused not sure wat to do