back again 2011

so i realized last yr how retarded some of these posts were wow i was pretty freakin dumb neway havent been on here in FOREVER is it time to start blogging again???? yeshhh it is <3

so whats new ??? haha not too muchhhh

oh but im a senior !!!

GO CLASS OF 2011 OHS!

more complicated

so blayke got a car



and i rele wanna c him

WiReD

so yesterday mr blumehorst took a pic of my thong .......


i think blayke is mad at me

cuz of cunt face brandy

i hate her

i love u booberry if ur reading (brooklyn)

and yes idk

just very upset
and woke up in MAJOR pain this morning


NOT THT NEONE CARES

teehee major embarassment

well blayke if u read this




haha


telephone rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr teehee

im rele embarassed u read tht post u wernt supposed to

lol  idk im rele bored



and supppppper pissed

me and my boo.... >3 u blayke

i love my boo blayke
lol
<333333
but i miss him a lot
love u love u love u
lol
a lot
his car broke down last nite
and he was rele upset
but i made it ALL  better
and kerri is making me giggle a lot

oopsiessss

me and jade

yesterday just sucked!!!!!!

oh last nite i had a wierd dream bout justin its freaking me out
the dream was so real its fucking WIERD
i dnt miss him its a wierd dream i dnt wanna explain



ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

the guy i like likes someone else.... :( oh well ill keep searching...

sick

im not physically sick
just mentally
im sick of fighting with her
ughhh fml

update

i get to go to prom this year!!!
my bday is not to far away
im rele bored rite now
i went to SIUe and now i rele wanna go there
i love it there
my mom is pissing me off a lot

dnt blame me for something i cnt prevent

fights

ive been having quite a few fights with my mom lately
i cnt go to SIUe this weekend for the nursing open house
bcuz my dad is a fucking dick head i have no money
im sick of trying to b an adult when im only 16
last year around this time was bad enough
my mom almost dying and now here we are again
in a rut
confused not sure wat to do

GaMe

i am so tired of these games ur trying to play ....

fuck all yall bitches trying to start shit with me

hating hating hating hating

I HATE TODAY

Major Tom by Shiny Toy Guns

Standing there alone the ship is waiting.


All systems are go. are you sure?

Control is not convinced

But the computer has the evidence

No need to abort.

The countdown starts



Watching in a trance the crew is certain.

Nothing left to chance all is working.

Trying to relax up in the capsule

"Send me up a drink." jokes Major Tom.

The count goes on



4 3 2 1

Earth below us

Drifting falling floating weightless

Calling calling home



Second stage is cut.

We´re now in orbit

Stabilizers up runnning perfect.

Starting to collect requested data.

"What will it affect when all is done?"

Thinks Major Tom



Back at ground control

There is a problem.

"Go to rockets full"

Not responding.

"Hello Major To. are you receiving?

Turn the thrusters on.

We´re standing by."

There´s no reply.



4 3 2 1

Earth below us

Drifting falling floating weightless

Calling calling home





Across the stratosphere a final message

"Give my wife my love."

Then nothing more



Far beneath the ship the world is mourning.

They don´t realize he´s alive.

No one understands but Major Tom sees.

Now the light commands

This is my home I´m coming home."



Earth below us

Drifting falling.

Floating weightless

Calling home

[repeat]

Home .....

GUMMY BEARS

baby

its been a rele long time since a guy called me baby and its driven me insane


ur beautiful
extremely beautiful             jacob

ha like u think tht now          me

i fuckin hate u              justin

dnt lie to ur self                me

babe hes not worth it      blayke

miss u a lot blayke   :(           me

u fucker                         zach

dont fucker me                   me

so thats what its like to be a gummy bear..............

haaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaa             me

keep your secrets

im keeping ur secrets

random myspace bloggg thingy haha

 So, in a relationship?
nope






What song are you listening to?


nothing im in class lol






Who were you last in a car with?


ummm mommy i think lol






What time did you get up this morning and why?


6 i had to go to school






What time will you be up tomorrow?


6 again






What is the weather like?


ewwie rain






What was the last thing you said to your mother?


have a nice day bye (ha)






Has anyone made you upset lately?


a little bit yes






What are you looking forward to?


next sat nite me sam SCHAFFER :) cory and mayb ashley






If you could move somewhere else, would you?


somewhere with no regret ...somewhere sunny and with a beach






Do you miss your past?


YEAH






When was the last time you smiled?


today :)






Are you a forgiving person?


depends






Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?


no went to sleep crying






Has someone promised you something and broke it?


yeah JUSTIN DID






Has anyone ever told you, you have pretty eyes?


pshhhh yeah






Have you ever been kissed by a person that's name starts with B?


ummm not yett haha






Is it uncomfortable staring into the eyes of someone who likes you and you like back?


no y would it b






What are you doing right now?


umm this duh   (ur mom hard core in the back seat of the truck)






Would you be mad if your best friend dated the person you liked?


hell yeah bitches should kno better than to mess with me






Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?


yeah haha David






Finish this sentence: "The last person I kissed was/is...."?


jacob mueller






When's the last time you cried?


yesterday






Were you happy when you woke up this morning?


for some reason yes






Two days from now this time where will you be?


in this class HAHA






Do you care for the last person you kissed?


yes i miss him a lot






Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?


all day long






Are you excited for next year?


kinda






Are you thinking of someone right now?


tee hee yeah






What do you smell right now?


nothing






Is there anyone who doesn't like you?


it happens






Are you happy?


sorta not rele






Who was the last person you took a picture with?


me myself and I






Is anything bothering you?
yeah a lot of things






Will this weekend be a good one?


hopefully






Were you single on your last birthday?


nooooooooooooooooooooooo






Your phone is ringing. Its your ex. What do you say?


hey ..






How are you feeling at this exact moment?


wierd






Is the person you last texted single?


dnt have a fone






Who is the next person you will kiss?


hell if i know






When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?


this morning....... wonder y?!!!!






This time last year, can you remember who you liked?


oh yeah lol






Do you still like that person?


yes






Would you have sex with the last person you texted?


nope dnt have a fone






Have you ever been caught skipping class?


never skipped class cnt get caught






Do you wish you had an older, protective brother?


no hell no ... dnt want a protective nething im a big girl






What are your plans for tomorrow?


school and idk






Do you mind sleeping on the floor?


it doesnt bother me






Let's say you get pregnant by number one on your top?


how about not cuz i dnt wanna be preg






Last person you slept next to?


ummmmmmm bubba my kitty lol






When is the next time you will kiss someone?


hmmm dnt rele want to kiss neone im done with boys for a bit   






Are you probably going to get hurt anytime soon?


lets hope not






Did your last kiss take place on a bed?


umm no wards basement is more like it






You find out your ex is having a kid with someone you don't like, you say?


haha serves u rite (justin) keep tht dick in ur pants ... poor (jacob)






If you could change your eye color what would it be?


NEVER WANT TO






What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?


hahaha maybe 3 or 4 hours with justin haha at night






Are your lips chapped?


nahhhh chapstik






What's your favorite season?


SUMMER bikini






Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?


yes ...monthly lol






Are you the type of person who likes to be out or home?


depends






Did you hug or kiss anyone today?


nope






Do you trust all of your friends?


not rele






Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?


yeah haha






Were you sad when you heard about Michael Jackson's death?


i cried ...... from laughing so hard






Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?


yeah.....






Where is the person you have feelings for?


right now hes at the rep .theater the other one is in class haha






Ever called a person useless?


YES






Where is your biological mother right now?


not sure i deff dnt like this question






Did the last person you kiss have tattoos?


NO






Is your sister a slut?


haha step sister is





Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?


NEVER






Which did you discover first, Myspace or Facebook?


myspace but facebook is better






Have you ever been in trouble for something you honestly didn't do?


yeah






When you trip, do you get embarrassed or just play it off?


haha laugh






Have you ever slapped someone in the face?


yeah






Does anyone call you babe or baby?


constantly






You wake up and all your hair is gone, what do you do?


scream and demand a refund on life






Who woke you up this morning?


breaking benjamin






If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to change a regret, what would it be?


cash






What are you currently hearing right now?
the heater in the comp lab






Last person who bought you something?


umm not sure






Who did you first see this morning besides family?


the bus driver






Are all of your friends in relationships?


NAHH






When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?


today :) :)






How often do you drink Monster?


not enough






Have you ever made totally pointless videos with your friends?


yeah pole dancing wait tht was just me haaha






Are the windows in your bedroom open?


nope






When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family?


idr






Do you find it gross to share drinks with family or friends?


nope






How long does it take you to get out of bed in the morning?


ummm 2 min






What do you think of 14 year olds having sex?


ewwww just wait a few years . haha only saying this cuz i lost it at 16

upsetttttt

i c libby HAHA lol ne way im boredd again

me and jacob (jacbob) broke up last nite via telephone call :( :( im upset


Hey, I'm pleading, my soul is bleeding



I don't want to be left alone,


not when I'm right next to you


What are you thinking, it's so misleading


Is it not for me to know?


I think it's just hard for you to show

123............watch me cry!!!!

pussy.....cat....meow.....
lol


kk im rele not in the mood to laugh
i rele just wantttt to cryyy my eyes out..... god life like sucks
im sick of being called a pain in the ass or annoying when i dont do nething wrong
f*ck off ppl seriously
but tht doesnt mean completely ignore me ........
like some ppl r doing



im gonna go cry now bye

boreddd for the millionth time

im still way bored hereeeee i dnt want to go do the rocket readiness thingyyyy grr ughhhh ahhhhh (sigh) sad face :( :( :( lol


conge is a wierd word

repeat tomorrow over and over till the word doesnt sound right

kisses (the good ones)

august asked me for a hershey kiss last hr and i blew him an air kiss !!! lol
mwahhh kisses for all of u b*tches who read this blog i love u all!!

hershey kiss

it says eat me im YUMMAY

hurt me . .. . . . . it already hurts enough .......just bite me b*tch

i absolutely CANNOT stand when he walks by and doesnt even acknowledge my existence and hes my BOYFRIEND

uggers!! lol

well last hour was a bitch i couldnt freakin spell north i kept spelling noth like a dumb ass
im rele upset i dnt wanna break up with jacob
but my mom wont let me go out with him
so what do i do now? god this freakin sucks
and yea lol this is for Tim and Jacob
wanna go snorkeling in the hot tub?
mommy i c barney everywhere!!
what? huh? what? no what did u say? huh? no seriously? what? thats what you always do to me. lol
tht deserves a retarded laugh haha!!
wow got enough makeup on?
i cant drink this, i took a sip and my face like popped.
gee willikers bat man.
shucks
i want to take a picture with the mascot

randomm

I <3 Jacob lol
just wanted to point tht out
not love
heart lol !!!

So Happy I Could Die by Lady Gaga

Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
I love that lavender blonde
The way she moves
The way she walks
I touch myself can’t get enough
And in the silence of the night
Through all the tears
And all the lies
I touch myself and it’s alright
Just give in
Don’t give up baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when
That glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend
Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ‘cuz we’re having a good time
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
So happy I could die
Be your best friend
Yeah I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We’ll be higher than ever
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
So happy I could die
And it’s alright
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
I am as vain as I allow
I do my hair
I gloss my eyes
I touch myself all through the night
And when something fall out of place
I take my time
I put it back
I touch myself
Till I’m on track
Just give in
Don’t give up baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when
That glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend
Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ‘cuz we’re having a good time
So happy I could die
Be your best friend
Yeah I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We’ll be higher than ever
So happy I could die
And it’s alright
Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ‘cuz we’re having a good time
So happy I could die
Be your best friend
Yeah I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We’ll be higher than ever
So happy I could die
And it’s alright

CoMpLiCaTeD

life is seriously way to complicated!!!!!!!!

Tik Tok by Kesha

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy


(Hey, what up girl?)

Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city

(Lets go)

Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack

'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back



I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes

Trying on all our clothes, clothes

Boys blowing up our phones, phones

Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs

Pulling up to the parties

Trying to get a little bit tipsy



Don't stop, make it pop

DJ, blow my speakers up

Tonight, I'mma fight

'Til we see the sunlight

Tick tock on the clock

But the party don't stop, no



Don't stop, make it pop

DJ, blow my speakers up

Tonight, I'mma fight

'Til we see the sunlight

Tick tock, on the clock

But the party don't stop, no



Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer

Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here

And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger

But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger



I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk

Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk

Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk



Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out

Or the police shut us down, down

Police shut us down, down

Po-po shut us



Don't stop, make it pop

DJ, blow my speakers up

Tonight, I'mma fight

'Til we see the sunlight

Tick tock on the clock

But the party don't stop, no



Don't stop, make it pop

DJ, blow my speakers up

Tonight, I'mma fight

'Til we see the sunlight

Tick tock on the clock

But the party don't stop, no



DJ, you build me up

You break me down

My heart, it pounds

Yeah, you got me





With my hands up

You got me now

You got that sound

Yeah, you got me



DJ, you build me up

You break me down

My heart, it pounds

Yeah, you got me



With my hands up

Put your hands up

Put your hands up



Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in



Don't stop, make it pop

DJ, blow my speakers up

Tonight, I'mma fight

'Til we see the sunlight

Tick tock on the clock

But the party don't stop, no



Don't stop, make it pop

DJ, blow my speakers up

Tonight, I'mma fight

'Til we see the sunlight

Tick tock on the clock

But the party don't stop, no

ohhtay back to business

i am currently i a relationship!!!!
yay
lol
im so happy bout it toooo
new years eve party at wards house was amazing
i had so much fun its not even explainable
i got kissed lol
and this first kiss was so much better than the first bf
i am just so excited lol
im rele tired tho cuz sat morning i traveled to ohio stayed the nite then came back sun morn
im exhaused
i loved christmas
i got tons of stuff
ne way im uber excited and bored!!

Right Here Waiting by Staind

I know I've been mistaken


But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made

I've got some imperfections

But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face



But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting

You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting

And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting

Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting



I hope you're not intending

To be so condescending it's as much as i can take

and you're so independent

you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break



But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting

You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting

And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting

Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting



I've made a commitment

I'm willing to bleed for you

I needed fulfillment

I found what I need in you



Why can't you just forgive me

I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way

But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting

I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting



But i always find a way

To keep you right here waiting

I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting



But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting

You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting

And if I chose to walk away would you still be right here waiting

Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting